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Can I interest you in some current canon angst? Good! Here's some!

With All Your Heart. Brendon/Ryan. NC-17. )
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Goooood evening! This the third day in a row that I've voluntarily woken up around nine a.m. and it is weird. On the one hand, it's nice to have more daylight to work in! On the other, it's dispiriting to wake up to literally no emails because so little time has passed. ;_; Also, friends, update more. ALSO, blogs I follow on Google Reader, update more! >:(

The five things you associate with me meme is still hanging around like a summer cold, so here are even more answers from me!

From [info]softlyforgotten, The Obamas, crossdressing, the nature of RPS, Fiona Apple, Pete/Ryan. )

And from [info]hypomnema, proper, long-winded, handwritten letters, mystery shopping, underwear-tastic photos, the pressure of fandom/fandom bitches, KITTENS. )

Today I trekked up to Summerlin to interview the heads of a design firm there for a feature I'm writing. I like that I've slipped into the Vegas mentality where a half hour drive is a trek, when my past commutes have been like, 45 minutes in the dark in the rain in Washington, or an hour and two transfers on a crowded train in New York. Tomorrow I plan to write the actual article, turn it in a week and a half early, and modestly accept the effusive praise my editor will heap upon me for my promptness. \o/

After the interview I took a turn around Summerlin since I'm not usually up that far north and I was near Boca Park, which is a pretty nice shopping area. I bought this in fluorescent pink. Awhile ago an old friend far more adept at stalking than I located the Tropical Smoothie Cafe where Brendon used to work, and as it was on the way today, I stopped there and got a cookie. It's next door to a Port of Subs. Ever since I found that out I've entertained the following thought: Ryan coming to pick Brendon up from work, and ending up hanging out at the Port of Subs next door and doing his homework while Brendon finished up his shift.

Then he'd head over and Brendon would make him a smoothie and Ryan would give Brendon half his sandwich (even though Brendon always tries to refuse it, because it's Ryan's food! Brendon can make his own food! But every time Ryan just insists he thought he could eat the foot long, and now he's full and he doesn't want to let the sandwich go to waste, and every time it just so happens to be Brendon's favorite kind of sandwich) and then Ryan would give Brendon a ride home and then - anyway, it's this big domestic epic in my head, and I just started actually writing that fic, so. I think I am going to go work on that now. Despite everything, yay fandom. \o/
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Happy birthday, [info]hypomnema! Here is a fic for you!! ♥ (And here is a short primer for those who may be interested but don't know much about these two.)

Exit 30, Kalama. Twilight RPF. Robert Pattinson/Kristen Stewart. )

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I was writing a story last night for a friend's upcoming birthday, and it reminded me that I like writing stories for people within their guidelines. Knowing there's a specific recipient that wants it pushes me in ways I appreciate, even if there's not necessarily a deadline. Some of my favorite stories I've written have been for other people.

To that end, prompt me! I'm modeling this after the template from [info]popoffacork (which you should check out if you haven't - story pairings are all listed here) and other exchanges, so if you want me to write you something, fill out this right here:

Name:
Birthday:
Pairing I Want:
Other Pairings I Could Go For:
Stuff I Like:
Cracky Things I Like (optional):
Kinks (optional):

Here is an example of me doing it -

Name: AK
Birthday: 5/18
Pairing I Want: Brendon/Ryan
Other Pairings I Could Go For: GSF with a Brendon/Ryan focus, Chris/Darren, Ryan/Chris
Stuff I Like: I love epic romances that span band histories, early band fic, porn, Brendon topping, first times, and banter. I'd rather girlfriends weren't ignored entirely, but involvement should be limited, not the focus, and as drama-free as possible. I like current canon and near future fic that talks about why this is happening now. I'm more interested in relationship stories than character studies - actually a sort of relationship study would be really cool.
Cracky Things I Like: I like AUs; historical AUs with a power imbalance or class difference (master/servant, lord/peasant, rich kid/poor kid, etc.) are my very favorite. I dig wingfic, vampires, and mpreg.
Kinks: People who are really eager for sex, comeshots, barebacking, gangbangs, non-hardcore BDSM.

So yeah, like that! No pairing is off-limits, I'm a changeable creature and might like something today that I didn't like yesterday, or might like something tomorrow that I don't like today, even. *leaf on the wind* I might write Panic plus Shane (though I'd need some canon outside of that he lives with Brendon and is their friend/film guy - if you ask for Shane, link me to a primer), The Cab maybe, FOB plus Ashlee, Kristen Stewart/Robert Pattinson, The Jonas Brothers (what!), and I don't know, whatever else you think I might write. I make no promises, I might write all of these or none of them, I might write them tomorrow or next year. I put in a thing for you to put your birthday because why not? But again, no promises. Doesn't matter if you know me or not, everyone is welcome to request. Anonymous comments are on, even, so if there's something you're shy about requesting just honor system promise me that you'll come back to comment if I write it. :)

Anyway I'm nosy and want to see what people are into reading these days. I won't close off the number of replies so if you come to this post awhile from now feel free to request anyway. I might put it in the sidebar, hmm.

Okay. Prompt me!
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Title: Like A Game (sequel to That First Inconceivable Touch)
Author: [info]addictedkitten
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan
Summary: Boys are only after one thing, Ryan is. Ryan doesn't know what he's after, but he hopes to find that only one thing one of these days so he can stop looking.
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction.
Note: I wrote That First Inconceivable Touch just over two years ago. Consider this one possible future for the story, rather than a definitive sequel. Thanks to [info]callsigns for the beta.

Like A Game. Brendon/Ryan. NC-17. )
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Nine In The Afternoon video: BEST THING EVER OR BEST THING EVER?!

A short list of amazing things about this video:

1. Photobucket
THE FIRST FUCKING FRAME - OH MY GOD

MORE THINGS I LOVE ABOUT THIS VIDEO )
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Hi! I wrote a story.

Swing as high as any savior. Pete/Ryan. NC-17. )

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So, this:

jesus fucking CHRIST

Yeah, I freaked out for like twenty minutes. But then I wrote a fic.

Broken Glass and Rusty Nails. Brendon/Ryan. NC-17. )

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It's my birthday today! To celebrate, here is some fic.


Reacharound. Ryan/Brendon, (Pete/Ryan). NC-17. )

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Today I posted a girlfriends primer in DYW. Go look!

Also, I asked if people wanted fic commentaries a few weeks ago, and [info]gigantic, [info]iridescentglow, and [info]callsigns asked for one on except under the pale light, my Pete/Ryan story from last fall. So here it is!


except under the pale light DVD commentary! )
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Final part as promised. I hope everyone's enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it. :)

That's What He Said. Ryan/Brendon/Spencer/Jon. NC-17. 3/3. )

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Happy Wednesday! Here's more fic.

That's What He Said. Ryan/Brendon/Spencer/Jon. NC-17. 2/3. )

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I have been working on this story for five months, I'm not even kidding. It is the longest story I've ever written. I hope you like it.

That's What He Said. Ryan/Brendon/Spencer/Jon. NC-17. 1/3. )

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So I saw seven shows on Panic! At The Disco's Nothing Rhymes With Circus tour, and I've just now finished up my write-up. \o/ And by write-up I mean: novel. We're talking meta-analysis, show by show details, discussion of male/male sexuality in popular culture, links to videos, minor comparisons to pop music past and present, vague assertions as to the moral failings of judgmental behavior...oh, it's a good time. Join me.

Panic! At The Disco's Nothing Rhymes With Circus Tour: An Overview, An Essay, A Notable Lack of Emoticons. )
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Hey look, sometimes I'm a contributing member of fandom! Here is a fic, written for the DYW Fic Exchange. Hurrah!

Except Under The Pale Light. Pete/Ryan. NC-17. )

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The long goddamn awaited PRIMER on Panic! At The Disco. Yes, fucking awesome! Well done, Sara.

If you would like to know more about them, click the cut tag. Or if you just want to look at some pretty boys. Or if you want some music. Or if you're a slasher. Or if you have eyes.

Under this cut tag: pictures, pictures, pictures. Including pairings! Facts, hearsay, links to footage, videos, and everything else you need to write me gay porn right now. And oh, baby. You're gonna want to. )
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I've shopped, gotten my hair done, and finished a fic all in one weekend. I will never be this productive again.

That First Inconceivable Touch. Panic! At The Disco. Brendon/Ryan. NC-17. )

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Ahahaha omg I wrote GSF for Panic! At The Disco. I'm breaking ground up in this joint- or something. Anyway, yay foursomes!


Crush (With Eyeliner). Panic! At The Disco. Ryan/Brendon/Spencer/Jon. NC-17. )

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